teebt w hedhi ekher mara nheb nahki alik khatrk ktaltni ki aaraft tnajem taaml li theb
(june 28th: all got deleted) it's useless, more than I ever thought, I prefer to keep it that way: empty like everything that happened. Empty like the value of my words, empty like the contents of my tears and blood, empty like the memories you have of me, empty like the future I have with you, empty like any promise, empty like all the fake lies you have said, empty like your heart and mine for yours never carried anything for me and mine can't carry anything without you ,and empty like your soul of guilt or compassion to spare someone who is slowly dying everyday from clinging to a thread of hope again after hanging to it before not once but many times just because you enjoyed my torture, only for that to lead him into the darkest months of their life. It's not worth the pain, you are superficial and arrogant, selfish and abusing ,and inconsiderate and a liar.